Your love was a fantasy

That day I met him is coming up... and it was weird because the first day he asked me to be his boy.

I got to confess that I didn't believe him at all but even so I said yes what else I could lose, I was single so... I said yes... 

I don't know how could I have feelings for him? I don't even know his face, he just has two pictures from the profile I met him and both pictures looks completely different.

This is totally wrong... how can you fall in love only by pictures, two pictures only. That's impossible. 

All the time I'm thinking about this situation and I was just idealised him and I was trying to be assertive. 

He walked away from me three times and each comeback he told me that he missed me so much and things like that and I believed him and again he walked away because he thinks that he doesn't have time for me. And you know what is the worse thing? I don't even know him personally and I'm attached like he was real, somehow he is... at least not for me, maybe for someone else... 

One thing I know for sure... I have this hunch he's going to look for me one more time, but this time it's gonna be completely different, no more comebacks. I have to forget him for good... 

Working

I should be working by now, but instead of that I'm writing this.
Listening all the gossips of the office... and why does it always gotta be the horny girl who's not been fucked lately... speaking all kind of bullshit... and it seems that she has a cock in her mouth, beacuse all the time she's speaking about cocks.... ew! And that's not all, she's not even pretty, I mean else, she's fat, and she's a terrible person.... I dont even like her as hooker, lol!

this is one of her speech:

"_Today... I don't feel like working... Petronilo if you're going out tonight, invite me some drink and we could have fun as well...
_yeah I'll let you know..."

And this kind of speech is every single day... I just can't simply  stand this!